god tale turn bad

sorry kena speak bahasa English atas sebab tertentu ...

10 o clock in the morning , i prepare like hell . "Gel" my hair coz my hair very messy , then i though that my sister go first and recruit at adli house.So i go to adli house.I suddenly SLIP through at the mud because it very slipery.Thanks godness i haven't wet my pant's or cloth then i go to adli house.When i AT the adli house my sister weren't there.I ask for adli for his handphone to call my sis (thanks adli we BFF for ever XD since we 6 year's old).Then i go home and question my sister where the heck she go just now?and she say that she go to my mother's shop to look for father.Then i GEL my hair again coz it doesn't look very nice o.o , man i feel like a woman make up.(if you really notice i skip loads of part)

Then i go to selayang mall at 11:30 not transport using my father's motorcycle but using my mother's relative transport o.o , we didn't see father's and we need to rush that why and my sister friend's say they recruit at summit.I'm like WTH?then we walk to summit and recruit at some stair's.Then we ate at KFC along with her friend then adli and his buddy come then we go to the Theater to watch Dragonball evolution AND THAT THE FIRST TIME I WATCH AT THE THEATER!

The show was fascinating the screen was large after 20 minute my mother call me and gave me a bad new's.My dad is at the hospital and my mother request for my sister to call her.Then we out the theater wasted RM10 could only watch for 20 min/1 hour 30 min.My mother also request to look after the shop while she gone.I really want to skip this part due to boringness.

Then we go to the hospital to visit my father's , i'm so scared of watching hurted people or blood one's so i stay outside.I feel like a damn coward , he is my father's but i didn't watch him (crying writing this one).My scared over blood suck me up.I really want to chat with my father but i scared of blood a lot...

I'm suck
I'm stupid
I'm selfish

Don't talk about this just something to let out for.